Advertisements

How Pete Townshend’s Biggest Insecurity Sparked the Rise of The Who

by Madonna

When the movie Rock Around the Clock hit England in 1956, a young Pete Townshend was among the excited crowds filling theaters, eager to experience the energy of rock and roll’s rising stars. At just 11 years old, Townshend watched the film repeatedly and even attended a live performance by its main act, Bill Haley and the Comets, during their U.K. tour.

At the time, however, Townshend’s ambitions leaned toward journalism rather than music. His journey to becoming one of rock’s most iconic guitarists began unexpectedly—with two gifts he never asked for: an acoustic guitar and a notably large nose.

Advertisements

In the world of pop music, image has always mattered. The Beatles, for instance, became the epitome of 1960s glamour with their matching suits and polished looks, thanks to master tailors Beno Dorn and Douglas Millings.

Advertisements

The Who, too, understood the power of appearance. From the outset, they stood out with their sharp mod style and the electrifying onstage energy of Townshend and drummer Keith Moon. The band quickly gained attention for their chaotic finales, smashing instruments at the end of their sets. Roger Daltrey’s swinging microphone and John Entwistle’s stoic presence also became signature traits.

Advertisements

Yet, as Townshend explained in a 1968 television interview, much of their over-the-top performance style was intended to cover up what they lacked in traditional glamor.

“Our group’s probably one of the most unglamorous on the stage today,” he said. “That was one of our big problems — and probably still is. It was all clothes and smashing things up.”

For Townshend, the issue went deeper. His unusually large nose became a source of intense self-consciousness, exacerbated by a cruel nickname from Daltrey, who once called him “a nose on a stick.”

“I was very embarrassed and self-conscious about my nose for quite a while,” Townshend confessed to Playboy. “I got obsessed with it.”

The situation was made worse by his attractive parents. “My mother was no help,” he said. “She thought that anyone who wasn’t beautiful couldn’t be any good. She was gorgeous, of course. My father was very good-looking, too. How they spawned me I’ll never know.”

School life offered little reprieve. In a 1968 Rolling Stone interview, Townshend recalled how fashionable classmates often mocked him for his nose. “It seemed to be the biggest thing in my life: my fucking nose, man.”

Consumed by insecurity, Townshend sought to shift attention away from his face by transforming his body into a machine—something dynamic that could captivate an audience. That path led him to the guitar.

“At that time, it was the reason I did everything. It’s the reason I played the guitar — because of my nose,” he said. “The reason I wrote songs was because of my nose.”

At Christmas 1956, Pete’s grandmother gave him a guitar. His father showed him a few basic chords, but Pete was largely self-taught, driven by a burning need to excel and to outshine the taunts that haunted him.

“I knew down inside that the only way I was really gonna become confident was to become something everybody could respect,” he said to Playboy. He pushed himself hard, expecting immediate brilliance—a demand that inevitably led to frustration. “And when it didn’t happen, it destroyed me,” he said.

Townshend’s insecurities and social awkwardness deeply influenced his early songwriting. His teenage characters struggled with self-doubt, physical challenges, and social limitations—themes stitched together as Townshend began to rebuild his own sense of self.

“As soon as I started to write, I really came together in one piece for the first time,” he reflected. “Even in the early years of the Who, I suffered that frustration of searching for my niche. That’s why my first songs were so screwed-up and indecisive.”

Despite the rocky start, Townshend’s instincts were right: the guitar did become his platform for acceptance and greatness. Though not a standout lead guitarist initially, his powerful rhythm playing and original songwriting style quickly set him apart.

By 1968, after four years of success with The Who, Townshend felt secure enough to openly discuss his struggles with the press. He understood the battle he had fought was not just against bullies, but against society’s judgment as a whole.

“What is interesting is the fact that it was me versus society,” he told Rolling Stone, “until I could convince them that there was more to me than what they thought.”

Yet even with The Who’s growing fame, new challenges emerged. Townshend was shaken by the arrival of Jimi Hendrix, whose explosive guitar skills and stage theatrics made the Who’s act seem almost tame by comparison.

“I suppose I went away and got very confused for a bit,” Townshend admitted to Guitar Player. “I just sort of felt that I hadn’t the emotional equipment, really, the physical equipment, the natural psychic genius of somebody like Jimi, and realized that what I had was a bunch of gimmicks which he had come and taken away from me…”

Still, Hendrix’s impact forced Townshend to evolve. Rather than compete in pure showmanship, he pivoted toward storytelling, culminating in the creation of Tommy, the Who’s groundbreaking 1969 rock opera.

“The weirdest thing of the lot is that, although people really, really value those early years, the Who was not a particularly important band at that time,” Townshend explained. “We were at the end of an era; under normal circumstances the band should have just disappeared. But because [Hendrix] came along and, kind of like in early punk, just swept everything aside, I had to learn to write, and it became like a new art, from a new angle.”

Today, Townshend and Daltrey remain The Who’s only surviving original members, continuing to tour and share their legacy. Yet Townshend has increasingly found peace offstage, preferring to create music in private—a far cry from the insecure boy who once picked up a guitar to mask his pain.

Related Topics

Advertisements

You may also like

blank

Musicalinstrumentworld is a musical instrument portal. The main columns include piano, guitar, ukulele, saxphone, flute, xylophone, oboe, trumpet, trombone, drum, clarinet, violin, etc.

【Contact us: [email protected]

Copyright © 2023 musicalinstrumentworld.com